My husband is chubby, and has lots of loose skin from having lost 100+ pounds, and he is balding and his hair and moustache (both of which he dyes) are grey and he is short and has dry skin and skinny legs, and ashy feet and hairy shoulders and OCD and a moody, pessimistic disposition...
and I think he is the sexiest, lovliest, most beautiful and desireable human being I know. He is God to me.
I don't believe I could love another human being more. You deserve someone who feels that way about you; that you are perfect for them, despite your flaws. I hope you have that. <3
I'm coming to realize I lost all my self-confidence a while back. Finding it again is weird; I feel sort of... powerful. I'm almost afraid of my own potential. But I'm not going to waste any more of my life.
My preconceived notion of people's possible expectations of me freak me out! I am afraid of teaching groups of people. I can disseminate one on one just fine, even to thick headed people. But put me in a room with a crowd and I get stupid. Bah. Part of this stems from the fact that I can teach myself almost anything crafty. I don't really need help to learn if I have an interest in something. So I have a hard time understanding how to explain things to people who don't learn the way I do. I am a crafter naturally, not a teacher naturally. :)
I've been thinking about it, and wanted to counter my description of my husband with a list of his assets, just to be fair. LOL.
He has beautiful features, especially his lips. He has the softest skin of any man I've ever known, he has an awesome sense of humor, a gorgeous smile, a sexy accent, he loves children, spoils me with affection (and electronics, LOL...he's an engineer), is sooooo cuddly, offers me security, he always smells divine, loves to travel with me, and is an awesome lover. Oh, and he has a wonderful family who loves me, including our sons. He gave me the opportunity to travel the world, pursue my dreams, and be a mom. I couldn't ask for more. :-)
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Date: 2011-05-12 11:26 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-05-12 11:32 pm (UTC)and I think he is the sexiest, lovliest, most beautiful and desireable human being I know. He is God to me.
I don't believe I could love another human being more.
You deserve someone who feels that way about you; that you are perfect for them, despite your flaws. I hope you have that. <3
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Date: 2011-05-12 11:46 pm (UTC)And ever since we got back together, he's made sure I don't forget it, either. :)
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Date: 2011-05-13 03:25 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-05-13 12:24 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-05-13 12:41 am (UTC)I am afraid of teaching groups of people. I can disseminate one on one just fine, even to thick headed people. But put me in a room with a crowd and I get stupid. Bah.
Part of this stems from the fact that I can teach myself almost anything crafty. I don't really need help to learn if I have an interest in something. So I have a hard time understanding how to explain things to people who don't learn the way I do. I am a crafter naturally, not a teacher naturally. :)
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Date: 2011-05-13 03:20 am (UTC)Part Two
Date: 2011-05-13 06:23 pm (UTC)He has beautiful features, especially his lips. He has the softest skin of any man I've ever known, he has an awesome sense of humor, a gorgeous smile, a sexy accent, he loves children, spoils me with affection (and electronics, LOL...he's an engineer), is sooooo cuddly, offers me security, he always smells divine, loves to travel with me, and is an awesome lover. Oh, and he has a wonderful family who loves me, including our sons. He gave me the opportunity to travel the world, pursue my dreams, and be a mom. I couldn't ask for more. :-)
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Date: 2011-05-13 09:09 pm (UTC)...
and I am thinking of leaving the SCA when my Heraldry term is over. I'm tired of being "included" in the group, but being ignored when I'm there.
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Date: 2011-05-13 09:19 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-05-13 10:02 pm (UTC)and thanks for the hugs, darlin' ... I know you feel the same way I do with a couple of my points :)